Bday Blues

Clock strikes midnight, I've turned 20

Alone in my apartment just sitting for a moment

Picking up the phone, hearing "Happy birthday"

Allô ? Allô baozi ?

Staring at the wall, a wave rushing over me

Tears streaming down my cheeks, oh so uncontrollably

Happy birthday blues to me

Too many expectations, day full of obligations

Yay, a whole day, oh so sweet

Don't have no invitations, can't stand all the frustrations

One more birthday, blue and bleak

Not that much motivation, don't feel like celebration

The same story on repeat

Always this situation, testing all my relations

Forced smile every year, never lose my face

Lose my face

But I'll always remember the bitterness

Oh so bitter

Waiting 'til the last minute for the screen to light up again

It's almost like it's prewritten, I'm doomed for torment

Not a special day, not a special day, not a special

Not a special day, not a special day, not a special

Not a special day, not a special day, not a special

Not a special day, not a special day

Happy birthday blues to me

Too many expectations, day full of obligations

Yay, a whole day, oh so sweet

Don't have no invitations, can't stand all the frustrations

One more birthday, blue and bleak

Not that much motivation, don't feel like celebration

The same story on repeat

Always this situation, testing all my relations