Why Didn't I?

Long fights

You're picking up on things

That aren't imaginary

You're a live wire

And I'm fifteen emotionally

In the dark in the quiet

I realized I didn't say what's on my mind

I hurt you once it won't be twice

Just know at the end of the night

My heart is yours

I know for sure

So why didn't I didn't I didn't I

Let you know

Why didn't I didn't I didn't I

Let you know

Lifestyle

Stuck in survival mode

Cortisol high

Emotional overload

Through the fallout

Through the fire

I look through the smoke

And I still see your eyes

Through the thunder

Through the lightning

I can't stop the rain

But God knows that I'm trying

My heart is yours

And I couldn't love you more

So why didn't I didn't I didn't I

Let you know

Why didn't I didn't I didn't I

Let you know

Shut the door, close your eyes

I hate that I never say anything right

In the dark in the quiet

I can't fall asleep knowing we're not alright

You're the reason I'm alive

I should've just told you 'fore I hit the light

My heart is yours

I know for sure

So why didn't I didn't I didn't I

Let you know

Why didn't I didn't I didn't I

Let you know