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I go through pain, all by myself

I ask God why, this hand I'm dealt

I don't wish it on nobody how I felt

I can't let mama see but I need help

Yea I still got a dream and I won't fail

I gotta stay alive, tell the tale

I wake up off the E and I think about crashing out

But I know if I do, twin would tell me I failed

If bro was here now he'd say go up

I gotta put on for the family can't slow up

I got twin on my mind when I pour up

So much pain in my heart find it strange why they showing up now

They wanna see me breaking down

Ima stay ten toes I got my feet on the ground

I done been through shit it turned my heart so cold

Help me get through the pain when I'm smoking on loud

(Damn) Cuz it give me something to feel

Cuz it give me something to feel (yea)

Cuz it give me something to feel

Cuz it give me something to feel (yea)

Wish I could go back where we started

Alone at the top not the life that I wanted

They ask me how I'm doing, don't know what to call it

Just missing my bro, I don't want anybody

They telling me "Leon, time will heal" but I got problems still

I'm seeing the real ones die for real

And bitch **** crying with steel

All that trap shit so lame to me

Most of the time it ends painfully

If you a young ****, apply yourself

Even though it's so easy to play the streets

I go through pain, all by myself

I ask God why, this hand I'm dealt

I don't wish it on nobody how I felt

I can't let mama see but I need help

Yea I still got a dream and I won't fail

I gotta stay alive, tell the tale

I wake up off the E and I think about crashing out

But I know if I do, twin would tell me I failed

If bro was here now he'd say go up

I gotta put on for the family can't slow up

I got twin on my mind when I pour up

So much pain in my heart find it strange why they showing up now

They wanna see me breaking down

Ima stay ten toes I got my feet on the ground

I done been through shit it turned my heart so cold

Help me get through the pain when I'm smoking on loud

(Damn) Cuz it give me something to feel

Cuz it give me something to feel (yea)

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