Sedative

I was already out of it

And now I sit there and I watch my pain as it drives again

Stuck inside my head

Now the walls are caving in

I feel the suffocation spreading underneath my skin

I’ll tell myself that I’m in control

Stuck in a hell exposing my soul

I fought myself on every lie I’ve been told

I swear that I’ll find out

Find out on my own

My world fading as I see red

Finding a way through the depths

Now I’m going back and forth

Always fighting a war

I feel no more

I tell myself that I’m in control

Stuck in a hell exposing my soul

I fought myself on every lie I’ve been told

I swear that I’ll find out

Find out on my own

I see red

I can’t feel my hands again

I can't hear what you just said

I can’t live with what I am

I’m dying from depression

I was already out

Already out again

I tell myself that I’m in control

Stuck in a hell exposing my soul

I fought myself on every lie I’ve been told

I swear that I’ll find out

Find out on my own