Skylines

I ain't seen my friends in days- weeks- months- might forget me

Maybe I've been gone for way too much

And nobody paused their life so when we talk no catching up

Way too much so all this distance makes a space I can't fill up

And I know you know you

Probably thought I never thought of you. Don't believe that

I was state to state 11 months. I know you seen that

I was tryna be someone to love

I made myself believe I'm not enough

I believed that

Save me from myself

Save me from myself

(I believe that)

Save me from myself

(I know you seen that)

Save me from myself

(yea yea)

Save me from myself

Father forgive me for all I've done

Please understand where I'm coming from

I'm not a saint but I'm not no bum

Show me your love before I come undone

Only myself who I'm running from

Been through too much and I feel so numb

Harder to think about it

I'm feeling weeks without you

I'm chasing bags, and lust, the cuts

And I'm feeling weak without you

(Ooo yea)

Why would you do this to me?

You had the comfort of loving you

You had the comfort of love (love. Love)

(Ooooh yea)

I don't want you to go

I know you see me fighting

The emptiness inside me

I've never felt so low

Save me from myself

Save me from myself

Save me from myself

Save me from myself

Save me from myself

Yesterday's the anniversary of my suicide attempt

And trust I'm happy that I'm here, but I can't tell you

That I'm healed because time is not friend

Just a reminder of rooms that I've been in

Crying tears and holding bodies that got colder than your stares

Them books would finally reach their ends and there's no

Commas there's no words to say no text to send

I've been left alone to grovel in this gravel as I dig

I heard prayers from where? I couldn't tell but trust I tell you this

I think they saved me from myself

Angels have to be like knights on nights I'm warring with my skin

I was stripped of friends

The taste of sin. Went abstinent which

Hurt me more because I still wanted kids

I thought my heart was healed

Then maybe I could love again but I guess this is what it is

I feel like Jobe sometimes I stick around and

Trust you God I know you've got a plan

Don't know who I woulda been

Really don't know who I am

I know you won't leave me nor forsake me

Save me from myself

Probably thought I never thought of you, don't believe that

I was state to state 11 months. I know you seen that

I was tryna be someone to love

I made myself believe I'm not enough. I believe that

All this time for me to fuck it up. Take the dreams back

This not even half of what I want. That's a mean catch

I left all my boxes at the front

Take my ass back home before I'm done