Before And After Tragedy

I'm in this waiting room

Feeling like the space is surrounded by my impending doom

I'm in denial

Waiting for them to tell me

What struggle, what fight, I will now belong to

I don't know who I'd be before tragedy

I wanna know who I'd be

Before and after tragedy

I don't know either

I've taken it all in

All of the fear, all of the panic

"It's going to be hard dear", is what they told me

Or warned me

How did I take it?

Needless to say, I was lonely

In this struggle and fight, the extremities I foresee

I don't know who I'd be before tragedy

And I wanna know who I'd be

Before and after tragedy

I don't know either

I don't, I don't know

I don't, I don't know

I don't, I don't know

I don't, I don't know

I don't, I don't know

I don't, I don't know

I don't, I don't know

I don't know who I'd be before tragedy

And I wanna know who I'd be

Before and after tragedy

I don't know either