My conscious close to the edge

Fragile whispers of hopelessness

Turned into my bones

A false glimmer of hope

I wander in the valley of dope

I choke on my own serenity

Of a state that's killing me

Hibernating

The darkness beckons, calling me to stay

I'm slowly slipping away

(It's killing me)

So close to the edge

I'm slowly slipping away

Crawling with blistering feet

I push her further into my skin

I feel so sick of all of this

Why can't I just be okay without these chemicals inside my brain?

I choke on my own

Until you force feed me with doses

So I can't breathe

Elation is my disguise

Born anew, relinquish life

Fuck

The clouds, they call my name

And I will rise

Without these eyes

Hibernating

The darkness beckons, calling me to stay

I'm slowly slipping away

(It's killing me)

So close to the edge

I'm slowly slipping away

Are you ready to meet your god?

But what if I just hold on?

Hopeful darkness

Folding consciousness