Lost

I lost count with how many times I tried to find my way back

To the face I used to trust but I think I’m seeing payback

For all the empty words I pushed on everyone

I look in disdain at what I have become

I don’t know if I’ll atone

For everyone that I’ve hurt

I don’t know if I’ll atone

But I can’t wait anymore

Why do I feel so lost

Looking from the outside just always hurt too much

I knew the cost

Of every little mistake but I still turned away

I don’t know if I can say what has been on my mind without feeling broken

The waves pulling me down and I don’t know if I’ll ever feel like me again

I don’t know if I’ll atone for the ones I hurt, but I can’t wait anymore

Why do I feel so lost

Looking from the outside just always hurt too much

I knew the cost

Of every little mistake but I still turned away

I’ve come to grips with all my demons

Nowhere to run

I’ve got to be who I was made to become

Lost

I’m lost in my expectations

This shadows found a home

But it is not my own

Why do I feel so lost

Looking from the outside just always hurt too much

I knew the cost

Of every little mistake but I still turned away

I’ve come to grips with all my demons

Nowhere to run

I’ve got to be who I was made to become