What Now

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn't be crying

Tears were for the weaker days

I'm stronger now, or so I say

But something's missing

Whatever it is

It feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is

It's just laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)

What now?

Oh, oh, oh, oh

What now?

I found the one, he changed my life

But was it me that changed

And he just happened to come at the right time?

I'm supposed to be in love

But I'm numb again

Whatever it is

It feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is

It's just sitting there laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)

What now? Please tell me

What now?

There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all

The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone

'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions

I can't even get the emotions to come out

Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)

What now? Somebody tell me

What now?

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know oh, oh why?

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know oh, oh why?

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know oh, oh why?

So what now?