Watching As I Fall

Whoa, excuse me while I kiss the sky

Sing a song of sixpence, pocket full of lies

Thinkin' I'm okay, but they're sayin' otherwise

Tell me how I look but can't look me in the eyes

Watchin' as I say this and then I do that

Tellin' 'em the old words, but in a new rap

Then I change my mind up and make them lose track

I'm inconsistent, I thought you knew that

Maybe I should be more grateful

That I had to watch it all come undone

Holdin' so tight to the edge is painful

But I can't ignore it, I know

They're watching as I fall, they're staring as I go

I gave until my soul hurt and never told them so

They're watching as I fall to somewhere down below

But maybe I'm just fallin' to get somewhere they won't

To get some

Yeah, excuse me while I sympathize

Singin' with the fat lady, tell me, what's the time?

You know what it is, not afraid to cross the line

Nothin' is forever, don't be mad at the design

Ask me if I can, I say I don't know

And honestly, I buy that I can sound cold

Still upset from ****that's fifteen years old

I don't know what it takes to make me let go

Maybe I should be more grateful

That I had to watch it all come undone

Holdin' so tight to the edge is painful

But I can't ignore it, I know

They're watching as I fall, they're staring as I go

I gave until my soul hurt and never told them so

They're watching as I fall to somewhere down below

But maybe I'm just fallin' to get somewhere they won't

To get somewhere they won't

They're watching as I fall, they're staring as I go

I gave until my soul hurt and never told them so

They're watching as I fall to somewhere down below

Maybe I'm just fallin' to get somewhere they won't

To get somewhere they won't

To get somewhere they won't

To get somewhere they won't