Turning out the lights to go to sleep

There are secrets I still keep

How I'm turning around thinking about everything

I still feel alone when you're with me

I've been suffocating silently

Now you want me to cave, you want me to give you everything

Counting the times in the last few years

I know if things don't get better

My conversations with my fears

Have given me an answer

'Cause all of these fights in the last few years

Have cut me deeper and deeper

And when I ignore all my fears

I have an answer

Don't wanna face it, but I still do

I'm giving up on forever

Getting my life back without you

I see it clearer and clearer

I can deny it, but it's still true

I'm giving up on forever

I see my life now without you

I have an answer

Now I'm not even safe inside my mind

Every little thought becomes a crime

So logically I should owe you my life, don't I?

Don't wanna face it, but I still do

I'm giving up on forever

Getting my life back without you

I see it clearer and clearer

I can deny it, but it's still true

I'm giving up on forever

I see my life now without you

I have an answer

I've been falling

I've been falling out of love

It's such a shame how it happened

I've been falling

I've been falling out of love

I don't wanna face it, but I still do

I'm giving up on forever

Getting my life back without you

I see it clearer and clearer

I can deny it, but it's still true

I'm giving up on forever

I see my life now without you

I have an answer

I have an answer

I've been caring less about us