I fear my family looking down

I fear my friends ain't really proud

I fear instead of being up on the stage my face lost in the crowd

I fear the time ain't really now

I fear the voices getting loud

I fear my girl don't understand me and she ain't fucking with the sounds

I fear when I make it to the top that all the noise will drive me insane

I fear I'm sick inside the brain

I fear that nobody can tell that I'm drained

I fear that when I die I'll feel pain

Cause I ain't scared of what comes after, it's before that makes me afraid

I fear that everybody keep telling me that I'll make it, I won't

I fear they see me as a clone, out of zone

I fear I'm trapped inside my phone

I fear that Ima die alone

I fear I'll never feel at home

Afraid I might lose myself, done it a thousand times

My portraits a circle in chalk, feel something growing inside

I think it's fear

Fear

Woe is me, who am I, you decide

Build a box, draw the line, codify

Fuck what's on the other side I'm afraid I might push you away

I had a dream I was covered in glitter and gold, said you ain't love me more

I asked you to stay, you clung to your pride

You struck me out, pushed me away

Scared that I hold your opinion over my own intuition

Scared that all that shit you talk is true

Scared of all the time I've wasted contemplating you

You can take your bullshit that away

How you tripping everyday?