Patience (feat. Angel)

Started treating weed like a medicine

Can't be disrupted when I'm in my element

Very few **** that I'm not better than

That's that narcissism ready to settle in

Now that success is knocking at my door

I fear the repercussions it might have on all my folks

I used to dream of the day when everybody would see me

Ironic enough, but fame is not like you see on TV

Nobody really know me but my girl or my mama

It's better that way, keep my name out your drama

I don't want to feel like I'm giving too much away

Privacy is a luxury in the present day

I just want to be happy, easier said than done

Make the most out of life, you don't get another one

Fuck her so good, might make her a little one

Fuck till I turn that ass into Cinnabon's

For now it's Pogo, Pizza Pockets on the dinner plate still

Drink a lot of water, try to meditate still

People from back home call me a renegade still

I ran away for the better, yeah

Every time I think of joy, I lose a little

Trying to fill the void with substances

Not gonna lie, the wait is unbearable

Somebody told me patience, it all gon' pay

I think of joy and I lose a little

Trying to fill the void with substances

Not gonna lie, the wait is unbearable

Somebody told me patience, yeah

Remember the day ten, twenty-five an hour

Never forget when we made ten an hour

I wonder what's gonna happen with money, fame, and power

I can already feel myself turning cold and sour

Never had it tough, I'm well aware of that

I'll never have enough, yeah, I'm aware of that

If I keep chasing happiness I'll never find it

I think it's just a matter of where your head is at

**** not worried about my sanity

But I know my ego is my worst enemy

It took me time to realize nobody knows what they're doing

I really thought there was a recipe

I look at you, and you look like you got it figured out

I look around me, nobody look like they live in doubt

But everything changes when **** open up

It can get rough sometimes, yeah

Every time I think of joy, I lose a little

Trying to fill the void with substances

Not gonna lie, the wait is unbearable

Somebody told me patience, it all gon' pay

I think of joy and I lose a little

Trying to fill the void with substances

Not gonna lie, the wait is unbearable

Somebody told me patience, yeah

Took a little while, but I learned my lesson

Fucked without a rubber, ooh, she had me stressing

Use to hold a .45, that was part of my dressing

You come to my hood better know to check in

I remember when she wouldn't even give it over

Now I clap my hands and she running over

Singing like a bird, now I got them guessing

Jesus, you the angel, better count my blessings