Blessed, I Guess (feat. Seddy Hendrinx)

Them hard times be the best times

Hold onto that pain, blessings all within

And I know to keep our head high

Them hard times be the best

Born cursed, tatted on my neck

Took me a minute just to realize I was blessed

Full of pain and stress, but I'm too busy trying to gain success

Fuck the fame, I won't ever change, don't want my name in the press

My therapist asked how I been feeling, between insane and depressed

I can't lie, I'm traumatized from putting angels to rest

Daddy blood, sickly child, I gotta deal with my health

I can't believe it was a time I thought 'bout killing myself

But I'm blessed, I guess

I know they wanna see a **** down, I ain't going

You think you lost deep down inside, you done won

What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one?

Don't forget you are loved, at your best

You just gotta wait on your time, it'll come

I'm paranoid my brother died with his gun

Just remember me when it's all said and done

They say you get wiser when you grow older

But I cannot wait until all this shit over

You know God give his toughest battles to his strongest souljas

A wise man once told me it's about survival, without you it ain't no dreams

How you forget about your **** though? Must be a I in your team

How they gon' judge the way I'm living though, when they don't even know me?

Say you one hundred, gotta show me that

How they gon' try to hold me back?

Say they with me, ain't even notice that

Why ain't nobody told me that?

Nowadays everybody rapping, I don't know what's facts

But I had to put in the grind, no time to relax

No, I ain't even in my prime, I keep reminding me that

Ten years from now, out of sight out of mind, where I'll probably be at

But I'm blessed, I guess

I know they wanna see a **** down, I ain't going

You think you lost deep down inside, you done won

What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one?

Don't forget you are loved, at your best

I know they wanna see a **** down, I ain't going

You think you lost deep down inside, you done won

What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one?

Don't forget you are loved, at your best

You just gotta wait on your time, it'll come

I'm paranoid my brother died with his gun

Just remember me when it's all said and done