Man I’ve been tired and the days are turning bleak

So I’ll write another song cause it’s what I need to breathe

I’ve been sniffing all these blues I don’t wanna feel a thing

And I'm sitting in my room wondering when the phone will ring

I keep leaning off the deep end

We’re just swimming for no reason

It’s not easy chasing meanings

Cause these girls won’t stop their seeking

So I sit indecisive in this place

And this bullshit wants my money I'm just hiding in the bank

She kept screaming in my ear but I kept quiet through the hate

Now I look into these walls and I just stare until I'm blank

I’m leaving all my demons their secrets are my weakness

Revealing what they’re stealing

I say that they’re not that real then

Ya all my friends seem to come and they go

And I'm been searching for a place but every home I’d rather ghost

Is it worth it to replace when all our words feel well rehearsed?

We’re imperfect and afraid but it’s the only thing that works

I’m trying not to let go

It’s hard in every way

You push me till I can’t grow

Now I just can’t escape

So I sit indecisive in this place

And this bullshit wants my money I'm just hiding in the bank

She kept screaming in my ear but I kept quiet through the hate

Now I look into these walls and I just stare until I'm blank

I’m leaving all my demons their secrets are my weakness

Revealing what they’re stealing

I say that they’re not that real then