The Best I Can Do

Goodmorning, dirty sheets and tightness in the chest

Count to 10 and focus on the breath

40-minute showers, 40-minutes to relax

Meditate and cry for what feels like forever

I'm free and I guess I have to work real hard for that

I'm free, I think, most of the time

This week I'm sorta drinking from the cup

This week I kept myself from fucking up

It ain't one for the book and it ain't one for the shredder

There's couple of ups and that shit fucking matters

I'm free and I guess I have to work real hard for that

I'm free, I think, most of the time I've been told

"You can make it if you want it"

But, I don't really believe in anything

No, I can't wait for it

I don't know if it's dawning, but it's the best I can do

Rummage around for a calling or a new point of view

It's radical to live in the present, to return to place that you knew

They told me not to invest in

But, then I saw it in you

And, I think starting to feel it too

Congratu-fucking-lations, you're in luck!

The net weight of existence isn't much

As of now, I'm little more alive than before

And whatever I wanted last year, I don't want anymore

I don't know if it's dawning, but it's the best I can do

Rummage around for a calling or a new point of view

It's radical to live in the present, to return to place that you knew

They told me not to invest in

But, then I saw it in you

And, I think starting to see it too

Another decade of sentience and I gutted it

Hell, you can't say I haven't tried

I guess the universality of mid-twenties debauchery

Means we all carry a piece inside

Is this coming to terms with worst of it?

Or, just a well-deserved break?

In a world that will just take what it can take

I know you're feeling it too

What the hell, I know you're felt it too when it got harder and harder

But I'll find a way

Let me just sweat this one out

Let me out of this place

Well, shit got harder and harder, but I'll find a way

Let me just sweat this one out

Sweat this one out