Being Me

I’m so used to running from my feelings if it’s negative

Yeah, it’s repetitive but I should probably stay with it

Everybody 'round me saying that they’re happy and complacent like am I really the only one that’s chasing it

Chasing it, embracing it

Instead of bottles on the table to replace it with

I need some time from my mind

Need some space from it

I’ve always been told when you're feeling low, don’t let it show

But as I’m getting older I’m letting go what I used to know

I’ve been climbing

Nine to fivein'

Tryna rest in peace

Tell me where’s the silver lining

I can’t find it If I can’t sleep

Strapped into this roller coaster when it’s over

I’m still feeling lonely

There’s no easy way to say this

Guess I need to be okay with being me

Ever since I started looking in the mirror it killed the fear of never knowing if I’ll ever get a hold of it

I’m not saying that it’s easy but believe me once you’re pointed in the right direction you can finally roll with it

Rolled with it I noticed it

When I finally hit the floor and didn’t croak from it

Now I’m closer to the life that I’m supposed to live

I’ve been climbing

Nine to fivein'

Tryna rest in peace

Tell me where’s the silver lining

I can’t find it If I can’t sleep

Strapped into this roller coaster when it’s over

I’m still feeling lonely

There’s no easy way to say this

Guess I need to be okay with being me

Guess I need to be okay with being me

I’ve always been told when you're feeling low don’t let it show

But as I’m getting older I’m letting go what I used to know