Usually I'm all by my lonesome daydreaming recollecting

You can leave a note by the window I might just feel the essence

I can't let you enter my heaven that shit already happened

One too many times changed my life for the better how'd you ever

Always used to think I was clever no one else can do better

Make mistakes and then make excuses maybe it was the weather

That shit was my favorite expression said it a hundred times

It don't make my life better maybe I wasn't clever yea

Right now don't feel great right now

Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain

I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains

Right now don't feel great right now

Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain

I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains

Usually I think about later right now I wanna chill

Kick my feet I'm running through nature and conquer all the fields

Phone is ringing I cannot answer I'm busy standing still

You just wanna pull me out paradise into something real

Pull up to party I'm dancin and mixing with the soda

Faded tryna find me feeling I think i'm getting closer

Leaving early don't think I'm meant for this maybe when I'm older

They just tryna pull me out anything that can make me feel Yea

Right now don't feel great now

Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain

I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains

Right now don't feel great right now

Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain

I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains

It's a blessing to be dying while the world grows

Everyday I'm feeling less maturing that much faster

Usually I'm involved the mix cuz pleasure was my master

Recently I met up with a girl I already planned my actions

I couldn't pull through

Though eye contact is very tempting

Smiling starring deep in my cornea what is your intentions

Usually I would make the move and slowly turn on the music

But an intimate bond with strangers now seeming so confusing damn