Something's in the Way

I ain't fell in love since I was a kid Yeah, you told me that you'd love me but you never did I've got marks around my heart but you didn't set 'em off I guess what I'm tryna say is it's all my fault Yeah, I ain't fell in love since I was a kid Yeah, you told me that you'd love me but you never did I've got marks around my heart but you didn't set 'em off I guess what I'm tryna say is it's all my fault Not a nice guy but I act like one No matter what I do, I always hurt someone So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb I ain't ever let myself lovе no one No matter what I do, I always fuck this up I don't think I'll evеr really love someone So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb I ain't ever let myself love no one Yeah, I got an ice heart (An ice heart) Fuck all your feelings, I'll tear them apart What a nice start (Nice start) I'm unaware that I do this, I'm sorry sweetheart I'm a Boggart (Boggart) Keep to myself up until I depart Can I restart? (Restart) I only see dark at the end of the tunnel (My God) And I cannot focus on all these fuckin' emotions They constantly go unspoken For I do fear being open And I can feel my throat closing As my heart starts decomposing A hollow being just floating As my demise is approaching, nice (Nice) Not a nice guy but I act like one No matter what I do, I always hurt someone So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb I ain't ever let myself love no one No matter what I do, I always fuck this up I don't think I'll ever really love someone So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb I ain't ever let myself love no one I been in my bedroom for days I don't wanna text you, I'm afraid You don't wanna love me? That's okay I don't even love myself to this day I been in my bedroom for days I don't wanna text you, I'm afraid You don't wanna love me? That's okay I don't even love myself to this day I ain't fell in love since I was a kid Yeah, you told me that you'd love me but you never did I've got marks around my heart but you didn't set 'em off I guess what I'm tryna say is it's all my fault Not a nice guy but I act like one No matter what I do, I always hurt someone So I turned off all my feelings, made my heart go numb I ain't ever let myself love no one