Just a vacancy

Love don't live here anymore

You abandoned me

They say that trauma shit not real, but it is

You know?

Look

Swallowing lies, trauma coming up, so I deal with it

Ain't no picking sides, if you cross a line, you gon' live in it

Head to the sky, like, "Why you taking the real ****?"

If we went back in time, I'd be a field ****

You abandoned me

Record labels capitalize off us, fuck a deal, ****

Conscious shit ain't cool, they rather hear you say you kill ****

Sexualize our women, glorify how we pop pills, ****

When it's time to buy your masters back, that's when they kill ****

This rap shit get colder than the streets

Fuck buying chains and whips, we bought some land to plant these seeds

If it's up to me, I'd let all the dealers free

Know **** that's been locked since the '90s from selling weed

You abandoned me

This ain't the land of the free, these **** theives

Drop dope off in the ghetto, then lock you for selling keys

Broken mentally, but still won't hit that repeat

Reflections of my daddy, all his trauma live in me, look

I want more for my kids, so I been dealing with

Broken cycles from past lives, I did it with

The power of God and all my ancestors

I don't chase after shit, my ****, I manifest it

You abandoned me

Baby girl at home, watching Blippi

I'm movin' round the city, clutchin' blicky

Yeah

I'm praying I survive till I'm fifty

And I'd use all my power to create us a world where you ain't gotta miss me

Even when I'm gone

Manifest

You abandoned me

Look, I know an atheist that don't believe in nothing

What's funny is he still believe in something

You don't hear me

I got a brother, addicted to nina clutchin'

Paranoid when he see the reaper coming

I got a **** stuck in every walk of life

My **** work a nine to five and beat on his wife

It's been nights, she called me screaming, just wishing he'd die

Then wake up like it never happened

These everyday stories I tell through rapping

You abandoned me

Father, mother, whoever you are, I need a sign

Never walk with the sheep, but I feel that you lead me blind

Twenty seven years and I still feel like a child

But thankful for my growth, I know my grandma be proud, ****

Grew up with wild ****, shootouts out there loud, ****

See you when you on him, he gon' dump into the crowd, ****

And can still look in the mirror and smile

I was lost, but this life shit got me figuring it out, on God

You abandoned me

Baby girl at home, watching Blippi

I'm movin' round the city, clutchin' blicky

Yeah

I'm praying I survive till I'm fifty

And I'd use all my power to create us a world where you ain't gotta miss me

Even when I'm gone

Manifest

You abandoned me