Hey dad, umm, brought you some flowers...

It’s been a long time and I just felt like I had nowhere else to go

Mom and Tanaka miss you a lot...

I guess I needed somebody to talk to and

I just figured I’d tried everyone else but you

So many things changing out here

In some ways that would keep you from fitting in

Maybe no one else really fits in any more…

Anyway I just thought that I'd talk about my year

And everything that’s happened

And I, I just wanna walk it through with you

Like you’re actually here

Because more than ever I really wish you were

So here goes:

How do I keep this momentum up?

Is it the truth they wanted, have I said enough?

Is it generic or real shit I’m letting up?

Have I been praying for something that never comes?

Like I’m a flash in the pan -

Even if I took the pan to try and cook a plan

Fry up your feelings and sauté the rules

And let them take it how I dish it, never let them choose

It’s all real for me, the feeling

To shoot for the moon through shatterproof glass ceilings

Do it for the love and the message and the meaning

Take the frauds you gave crowns and reveal them

Won’t you let me? This world is getting darker

I’m carving puzzle pieces to try fit into a place I’ve been a part of

Looking left and right, then turn to God

Mama wanted me to get a job

Girlfriend left to find her sense of peace

Broken hearts can’t help but feeling robbed

Slipping deeper into this abyss

All I’ve ever really known is this

If destiny or death are looming close

I just pray to God He makes it quick

Makes it fair

Voices in my head, getting louder, getting louder

Saying “I’ll take you there”

Spent my life just tryna prove it

Giving every masterpiece that’s in my mind before I lose it

Like I lost the ones I lost, when enough wasn’t enough

Let them know I send my love, let them know I send my love...