another year starts out the same

feeling depressed and out of place

shake off the rust and hope you've changed

then come to terms with who you are

you try to shake the doom and gloom

a sense of betrayal fills the room

Every single person that was in your corner

is now rooting against you

when every day's the same day

it always ends the same way

you try to plan the future

it always falls apart

im tearing out the sutures

to try to build something new

i dont know what this is anymore

another month starts out the same

feeling depressed and out of place

shake off the rust and hope you've changed

then come to terms with who you aren't

been thinking about the best moments of my life

these are just memories now

and i dont know if we can ever get them back

are these just memories now?

are these just memories now?

are these just memories now?

these are just memories now

eastbound on eighty-four long enough just to head west

seeing smoke signals out of tailpipes i swear they're sending

SOS

bald tires on San Francisco hills, God damn i know its a metaphor

another bad omen, turn around and go home then

it isn't worth the sleep you'll lose

I've been resurrecting demons i thought i killed off years ago

move at a pace i can't keep, because everything else feels way too fucking slow

(way too slow)

handful of pills on an empty stomach, try to regulate my moods

now I'm throwing up anti-depressants in a gas station bathroom