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Dead Inside
Hip-Hop/Rap
Dead Inside은(는) 앨범에 수록된 곡으로 2024년 11월 20일일에 3963959 Records DK에서 발매되었습니다.Scribbling Lines
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발매일2024년 11월 20일
라벨3963959 Records DK
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tRiCkY j
tRiCkY j
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Jake Jay Vette
Jake Jay Vette
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Just because I'm breathing
That doesn't mean I'm alive
The truth is, I think I'm dead inside
Just Listen, let me tell you about it
It's tricky j
I can't find the words to write this song
I can't find the strength to carry on or be strong
Only by this thread I'm just barely hanging on
Supposed to go to Mount Buller but now we're not
I know I can't be mad, and truth is that I'm not
But I do feel sad, even though my tears don't drop
I'm bothered by the fact, I can't feel things I'm lost
Like I've put on this act, of existing like a rock
I feel empty, I feel numb, I just wanna feel great
I feel heavy, I feel glum, I just needa take a break
I just wanna feel something, other than this weight
But now, I feel nothing, it makes me wanna rage
I put a knife on my arm, then watch myself bleed
Turning to self-harm, coz I wanna feel something
Feel the love from my mum, that's what I really need
But I turn to this art, with my piano and make a beat
Then for the first time in a while, I cried to this tune
Think I acted in denial, telling myself not to feel blue
Now, I sit here and smile, coz I'm out here with you
When you bring your child, I know I gotta push on through
But I've lost my hopeful glow, I'm existing like a stone
You go home to your home as I stay here on my own
Starting to see I can't cope, nobody can carry my low
Scroll my phone, reminded of the feeling of being alone
I press my hands on my neck, yeah, choking on the air
I need the antidote to show me, someone who cares
My girl broke up with me, she just sent me a text
I'm hanging by a thread, looking down at my death
I'm waiting for nothing, I swear I'm living in a loop
The same cycle every day, like that movie dejavu
I'm slowly losing hope that things will never improve
I can't do this anymore; I can't break fucking through
I, I just wanna feel alive
I just wanna feel something, but I feel so dead inside
I, I just wanna feel alright
But I lay here feeling nothing, like I'm already dead inside
Yeah, now, I've gone mute, like I've lost my voice
I can't whistle a tune, I make no noise
Wish I was there with you, instead I'm out with the boys
Tryna pull myself through, but thinking what is the point?
I don't feel joy, but still, I let you hear my laugh
I'm played like a toy, I wanna feel properly loved
But our love was destroyed, I guess I wasn't enough
And I should be annoyed, but I just feel numb
I wore a disguise coz I didn't wanna get myself hurt
But I didn't realize that's how I made everything worse
Gee when am I gonna learn, I've gotta put myself first
Now, I am submerged could things get any worse?
Look, this darkness surrounds me, wherever I go
Now, I turn to the weed, and get myself stoned
I just wanna feel something, don't wanna be alone
Maybe I should leave, coz I just dunno how to cope
And I can't deny, I know I made lots of mistakes
But I would be lying too if I told you I didn't change
We both know that I did, somehow, I found my way
But now, I'm sick, and I hope it takes me to my grave
I need this to over, I can't keep waiting for the high
Waiting on adventures, waiting every day, until I die
I thought I hide my pain well, but it numbs me inside
So, I'm violent to myself, and sometimes I wanna die
Screaming out for help, why can't anyone hear me?
If you listen, I shall tell, but you don't listen when I speak
My bedroom like a cell, I isolate myself why can't you see?
Maybe I'm just overwhelmed, can't see things clearly
Waiting for nothing, I swear I ain't living but existing
I'll be cutting onions, and still my tears are resisting
I wanna feel something, like the adrenaline I get from shoplifting
Still, I lay here and feel nothing, not one single damn feeling
I, I just wanna feel alive
I just wanna feel something, but I feel so dead inside
I, I just wanna feel alright
But I lay here feeling nothing, like I'm already dead inside
Written by: Jake Jay Vette
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