Reaching

I'm so tired of wasting time

There's a fire burnt inside me, it always burns

At the end of life you waste your time

There's a lighthouse in the distance

Who's fire always burns away the light, my kind of life

I know, I'm wasting all I know

But I don't wanna know

I'm not enough, I'm giving up

I'm falling harder, but not for you

I'm reaching out, just take my hand

Pull me under like you wanted to

Want to!

Do you wanna take flight or constantly drown underwater

Do you want to slowly die or start living life in wonder

If this is what you gave to me then God, please take it back

If this is what you made for me then God, please let it end

I've never been so afraid in all my life of losing

What has come to be, and what never will be

I'm not enough, I'm giving up

I'm falling harder, but not for you

I'm reaching out, just take my hand

Pull me under like you wanted to

Part of me and part of you doesn't know what I can do

Maybe this time I can show you what I'm made of

Listen to me I'll listen to you, maybe one day I can prove

Maybe I can prove to you, that maybe I'm enough

But maybe I'm not

I'm not enough, I'm giving up

I'm falling harder, but not for you

I'm reaching out, just take my hand

Pull me under like you wanted to