"Texting boys at midnight"

I'm exhausted

But you only get

That naivety once

And I'm enjoying it

Slow build

Turned into touch

Kissing in car parks

Is it too much

Feeling like love

Or are you enjoying it?

I can't tell sometimes

Can't ignore the signs

Coz they're oh so familiar

To me

12 hours to reply

When that's so unlike

You

Don't know what you want

But do what you gotta do

Feeling so insecure

Coz I was so sure

That just yesterday

I was feeling like yours

I'm not enjoying this

Fast burn

Turns into doubt

Missing your touch

Was it too much

Feeling like love

Are you avoiding it?

Now we're on the phone, I'm crying

Coz you're being so kind

And it's oh so unfamiliar

To me

I say that I'll be fine

After quite some time

Without

You

If that's what you want

Then that's what you gotta do

Oh my PANIC. SYSTEM'S. SCREAMING "FIRE!"

A heavy mix of dread and desire

You say you're messing me around

I can't see it, don't let me down

Coz you're everything I've ever wanted

You say you're scared to stick around

And I'm just drowning out the sound

Wishing I'd never asked you to be honest

I'd do anything to go back to how we started

Don't understand how we got here

Every second feels like a whole god damn year

And now my future's in your hands

Can someone help me place less value in a man

Value in a man

Oh my PANIC. SYSTEM'S. SCREAMING "FIRE!"

A heavy mix of dread and desire

You say you're messing me around

I can't see it, don't let me down

Coz you're everything I've ever wanted

You say you're scared to stick around

And I'm just drowning out the sound

Wishing I'd never asked you to be honest

You say that you like what we have

I'm saying I like what we had

How can you say the two compare – were you even there?!

Don't leave me!

Don't go please I'm so tired of

Having to find another love

I'd do anything to go back to how we started

Can we rewind a bit and go back to how we started?