I’ve reached too far to reconnect. The dead of night hints to hold retrospect. In distant memory desertion remains. Gun in your mouth talk. Held safe to say we’ll never share the same words again. Comfort will wish you well to miss the point. Capture fault for my own. After all these years we mean absolutely nothing now. Dismissive to warrant your reasoning. Never speak of this and I kept her across my heart. Yet apology has nothing to show for itself when you’ve surpassed disregard. I’ve been looking at this all wrong. Illuminate my ignorance. Unrelenting burden of abandonment, please repurpose my failure for another day, that will never come. Detach myself from what was truly unremarkable.