Monochrome

I woke up drowning in a sea of monochrome

Feeling everything in black and white

Dreaming of a world where I feel alright

But I can't

Sick of fighting this feeling

I think I'm drowning in it

Losing sight of all meaning

I think I'm lost within it

I am a shadow a ghost a shell of myself

I have you to thank for the man I am today

A coward a sinner and everything else

And I have you to thank for the man I hate today

Thanks to you

I'm a sinical being with nothing left

Thanks to you

I would rather be bleeding than know the rest

Thanks to you

I can't sit with myself without a premonition

Watch as I slowly decay into an apparition

Thanks to you all I feel is alone

Thanks to you I will chose to die alone