Writhe in pain

Cry your name

I move to retrace your steps with the things you left

Hold my face

Clutch my waist

I just want to feel myself with another's help

Wake up in a jacket and jeans

Lay down for an hour or three

Take out about a gallon of weed

Emptying my pockets

Spaced out at the hassle of being

Search around, I have nothing to eat

Check account, about 103

Emptying my pockets

Take out roommate's bike on the street

Dodge cars as puddles splash on my feet

Buy up barely just what I need

Emptying my pockets

Oh, i'm stained

By the rain

I let it wash through my hair as I run to you

Violence is coming they will soon begin the killings

And i see myself in crosshairs, I don't see myself surviving through it

Wake up in a jacket and jeans

Traincar feel the rattle unease

Cops prod my sleeping bag with their knees

Ask what's in my pockets

Guns drawn flashes pointed at me

Run on fleshy bruised bloody feet

Riverbound as i feel bullets breeze

Thinking I can cross it

Halfway and my limbs start to freeze

Dogs chase and they catch up with ease

Bullets graze and I'm stuck in the weeds

Might be time to forfeit

Something lifts me over the trees

Watch myself with the flow of the reeds

Part of me lifting out of my reach

Out of my body

Parting ways with the horizon I've seen

As it curves and twists and breaks at the seams

Light and space and time becoming the same

Spinning into orbit