Yeah, I did a lot of things tryna get a hit

Always promised to the bros, this is infinite

Conversations with the homies got me thinking bout the way

I used to be when I was all in, this was it

I'd be damned if I tell em that I'm bout to quit

Lost vision for a time, I was out the mix

Now I'm bout to redefine it, it's a feelin' in my gut

Tellin' me to go and get it and it got me sick

Yeah, lot of people got pride, real talent is a hit or miss

Put me back up on the stage and I got em lit

I don't need the validation, I was already in the game, I was proud of this

Baptized in the blood of Christ, I was switched

Last try, I was so close

Still tryna let go of the goal post

Yeah, it's greater than money, it's time, you always had it, but you been in your mind

(You been in your mind)

I gave em my heart, I gave em my soul, I gave em my light, yeah

(You been in your mind)

My second wind, I'm breathing it in, a small little speck on a dot

I'm tired of chasing perfection

I'm just gon' give what I got

You been in your mind (Just start again)

You been in your mind (Just start again)

Had a sense of freedom when I used to do it daily

Feels like everything is changing

Feels like I been losing patience

I don't know who I am lately

Even my friends tryna change me sometimes

I think they hate me sometimes

I couldn't blame them, cause my mind is always in pieces

Level my heart on the floor, I feel like I'm bleeding

You never hit up my phone, I'm here in the deep end

Somehow I ended up faded, was chasing a feeling

Standing on top of the world, I don't even need it

Clinging on tight to a vision, I'm tryin' to keep it

Scared of what I'll be without it, I guess that I need it

I got a demon that's following me and it's feeding

I'm safe inside of my cage, I don't wanna leave it

Clinging to familiarity

But lately I don't feel any clarity

On anything, anything

I don't even know what I'm doing

Nothing is the same

Must be in the waves

Feel You come into to my room at night

When I pray, when I pray

And yet still

The waves of loneliness

Take me over