I might just fuck, or I might just fuck it all up

Reminiscing about all them times, way back when we were in love

But what happens in love, when all the luck has run out

When the horseshoe starts to rust, my four-leaf clover to dust

My mind been going in circles, been jumping through hoops and them hurdles

I'm writing down thoughts in my journal, just for myself like rehearsal

These feelings feel deeper than dermal, they so deep-seated, internal

I'm missing your voice you non-verbal, months have gone by but it hurts still

I'm feeling so lost without you, still getting used to this feeling without you

Can you show me the way

I wish I had a compass

Tell me where to go and I'll go

I wish I had a compass

Got me figuring all this shit out on my own

Used to turn you on like the news, now I got nothing to lose

Now I'm back on all the apps, but I'm still checking the views on my stories

I'm scanning through handles for you, you left a mark like a bruise

When you left I was confused, I was like, shit what'd I do

I was like, don't leave me, stability can be deceiving

I was so down, I silent my phone, I stayed in my room

Don't reach me

You said that we would be eternal, but how you define it

Cause I thought we timeless, but I suppose to you eternal meant fleeting

I'm so lost without you, still getting used to this feeling without you

Can you show me the way

I wish I had a compass

Tell me where to go and I'll go, I wish I had a compass

Got me figuring all this shit out on my own

Funeral, funeral, RIP to us, now you treat me like an alien, space invader, UFO

Beautiful, beautiful, never been here before, need a compass when I'm going

I guess it's my fault how I put all my eggs in one basket, a rookie mistake

Riding me one day, next day you go ghost, you something like Nicolas Cage

Bookmarked the quotes, dog-eared them notes, you went and tore out the whole page

I'm like a city that's showing you love, but still you demanding a trade

I'm so lost without you, still getting used to this feeling without you

Can you show me the way

I wish I had a compass

Tell me where to go and I'll go

I wish I had a compass

Got me figuring all this shit out on my own