Fade in. fade out. caught in a trap. thick walls in the castle. through which nothing can pass. how could i not. how can i keep it. i thought you'd take away the pain. it had a purpose. but that is over now. why did it have to come again. filled up. still empty. locked deep inside. would you help me. if i tried to tear it down. cause i think the stone is weathered. it is always on my mind to get through. i've got nothing to go back to