Now I wake up around 4 or 5

Eat, shower, and get dressed in about an hour's time

Take my vitamins, check my messages, and call around to some friends

Make plans for dinner and drinks sometime after 9

Oh we're definitely going to call it in early tonight

I need to dry out and take some time to clear my mind

But before you know it here I am again, fucking 2 o'clock in the morning

Standing in a bar, with a drink in hand

How low can you go (can you go)

Before you can't turn around?

Now seriously, this is my last and final time

Well I'm making some big, big changes in my life

No, you won't catch me down here again, waiting to score sweaty money palmed in my hand

What are you cutting this with anyway?

'Cause I have got some really big plans

And today's the day I'm putting them into action

But before you know it, here I am again, fucking 6 o'clock in the morning

Rolled up dollar bill in my hand

How low can you go (can you go)

Before you can't turn around?

I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind

Sick of doing the same things most nights after night

Sick of self-loathing and self-absorption

Self-destructive narcissism

I'm sick to death of being constantly fucking sick of

I don't know who I can trust

Thought there was us, but no, there is no one