Shit

Where I'm from

We grew up thinkin' silence make you solid, but it don't

Honesty do

So

Let me honestly tell you motherfuckers the truth

I'm insecure as fuck, I wanna fuck this slut

But I'm scared, thinkin' how early I might nut

She a ten-plus

If she start moanin' when I get up in them guts, I'ma tell that bitch hush

That moanin' gone make me nut quicker

Ooh, you moanin', girl, I fuck with you

Insecure, that's why I'm off the liquor

That's why I pop dick pills when I hit a stripper

I'm insecure, Issa Rae

Insecure 'cause I'm from the streets, but wanna change

But fuck that, I'ma stay the same

'Cause if I change, **** gone try to play with the name

Insecure, keep my feelings in the dark

'Cause fuck bein' played, I can't give you my heart

Windows tinted, can't fishbowl with the sharks

Behind it, I'm clutchin', ready to spark

I'm insecure

I'm insecure as fuck

I'm insecure

I'm insecure as fuck

Look, mm

I'm insecure

Uh, I got to ball with **** I was on them benches with

I got a call sayin', "JID, you really killin' shit"

Not a fraud, bodyguard how I kick this

I'm not as tall, your bitch could tell you where my inches went

I'm not involved, put my all into this energy

Rest in piss to my flaws, stand in front of my fears and we facing off

Tryna keep appearances, the image is raw

Gotta be peaceful 'cause mentally, I've been in a war

I'm insecure with claustrophobia, wall closin' in

Wrote a song and it felt like me and God holdin' hands

Put my wrongs in my writings, I don't know if I belong

Workin' on my self-belief, I always thought that I was strong

And I was taught, that as a man, you gotta take one to the chest with a smile even if you fucked up

Keep steppin', as a child

I used to be defensive and deflective, actin' out

I guess I was affected indirectly, but for now

I got to get my vision restored, I took a risk and didn't get the reward

Your validation and attention is foreign, no need, it's null and void

But I'm not for sure, am I immature? Maybe

I'm insecure

I'm insecure as fuck

I'm insecure

I'm insecure as fuck

I'm insecure

Man, you don't even know the half

I mean, it's a shame Issa Rae didn't cast me

SJS survivor, lookin' peculiar

On my way to sixth grade, you know middle school kids are cruel

All they did was harass me

I ain't get bullied or nothin'

I was down to take it outside, but all the pretty girlies I wanted

Was either laughin' at me or passin' me by

Leavin' me on the far side like it was a joke to get close to me

Yeah, I played it off, held it in well, but I was cryin' inside

It's hard bein' soft, lot of my homies was supposedly fuckin', I was just jackin' off

On all that ass dot com, my God

Now I'm a famous rapper and I can have any woman I want

Except for the woman I want, probably why

I'm insecure

Soulo

I'm insecure as fuck

For sure

I'm insecure

On the real, bro

I'm insecure as fuck

You don't feel me, though

I'm insecure

The Gentlemen's Club represents a new era

I'm not the same person you knew me to be

Think of this club as a place men go when they're ready to talk

Talk about things you'd never expect us to

Uncomfortable things

I'm insecure as fuck