I took a break for way too long, was almost done with rap

I took some time to find myself, I'm healing from my past

I got issues, I got problems, but I'm still intact

But I got something on my chest so now I'm comin' back

My last album got some hate, they weren't in love with that

I put my soul into that project, gave it all I had

And now they're sayin' that I suck and my career won't last

I know they're chompin' at the bits to call this new one trash

That's alright, that's just the world that we live in now

Hate watching for amusement so, yeah, go ahead gather 'round

At my lowest, they laughin' now, used to love, they attacking now

Don't get who they impactin' now, everyday thеy harassing now

I might relapse, pick the pills up, put a bеat on, start spazzing out

Turn to me to be rabid, I'm getting rabid, combative now

Yeah, like anything I do, they'll hate it, don't even matter

Feels like it's me against the world, jump out the plane, yeah, I'm crashing out

This my passion, I'm only fallin' off right into madness

Yeah, I was gone, but I'm done bein' passive

Spit like a gun with illegal attachments, I'm done

No more tryin' for the ones that don't like me

Done with the industry they couldn't buy me

Now I'm just doin' what I wanna do and I still stay climbin'

And all my real fans, they know what's up

And I'm still here so focused up

Still cookin' tracks 'til they're overdone

Kill everybody opposin' us

Still in the lab, there's no closin' up

And I don't stop 'til it's dope enough

Like four years, I been sobered up

And I'm locked in and I'm loaded up

I feel like I'm runnin' outta patience

People talkin' down and I won't take it

I got something special, I won't waste it

I just don't compare to what they're saying

'Cause I know who I am, and I know who I'm not

They say that I can't, but I know what I got

Guess I'll do this all again, no matter what the cost

Throw my middle fingers up every time I drop

It's probably my own doin' lettin' this get to me

But push, push, push, came to shove so now that's history

It's one thing if you just don't feel what I been droppin'

This don't apply to you, I'm talkin' 'bout borderline stalking

They spreadin' lies, they spreadin' rumors, man I just don't see the humor

Always growin' like a tumor, got my mental in the sewer

While they hide behind computers, they critique all my maneuvers

They don't realize who I'm datin' needs consent from all my viewers

I'm not that type of rapper they don't understand

Like I don't walk around and do things just because I can

I don't put my life online to try to get more fans

Being famous just ain't something that is in my plans

So let me get right back to business, I'm an artist

I don't fit in, with celebrities or gossip or what's trendin'

This my passion, this my focus, this my magnum, this my opus

This the point where I turn my middle finger, to everyone in showbiz

Everybody talk too much, all those gimmicks are not enough

I feel like digma, the way when I show up, you know that I'm killin' whatever I touch

Back to back, but it ain't no rush, I'll drop a classic, don't call my bluff

I'm provin' 'em wrong and I'm lovin' the rush

I can't believe they all bought that junk, they talk too much, they stalk too much

No life so they pry on mine, they all parasocial, it's crazy

Attack the people who like my songs and paint them out like they glazing

Y'all grow up and grew out the music but y'all still somehow try to blame me

They pissed about it, so attack me but they the ones who one-eighty'd

But this is my return, I just don't care anymore

I got some brand new trauma weighin' on me, shakin' my core

Now all that negativity is at the bottom of my list of things that hurt me everyday, that make it hard for me to live

So sit and back and welcome to the show, if you love me, if you hate me

I don't care, man, I'm afloat, I just gotta get this outta me, it's weighin' on my soul

And if I vent about my pain, then maybe someone else will see they're not alone