And I'm Really Not...

Hey I think that you’re so cool

And I really do know that I like you

But I’m pretty sure it’s not going to happen

I don’t think this is something that I'll get past

Everyone’s saying my feelings won’t last

But they have for years and I don’t believe they’ll disappear

Hey what’s that you're looking at

Because it’s something that I want to have

But I know that I’ll never get it for you

And you’ll always remain implanted into my mind

Day and night thoughts of you I always find

Cause you’re more than I could ever even want

But I know that you’re off to do a lot

And I’m really not

I may be smart in high school

But in the real world I don't know what to do

Cause I have no clue what I really want

I could go for something that makes

A lot of money, because of all the sakes

The world has, that I need to meet so badly

But I’m so exhausted from these years

I lost the motivation for things that I once cared

About, and now a future of nonsensical doubt

Now I’m terrified for my life to begin

Got nothing planned and only one passion

An impossible dream I will chase forever

Make no money and we’re definitely not together

And you’ll always remain implanted into my mind

Day and night thoughts of you I always find

Cause you’re more than I could ever even want

But I know that you’re off to do a lot

And I’m really not

 

No, I’m really not

I’m really not