Blue Valentine

Thinking about memories that at one point felt picture perfect When I look back at them I wonder was it really worth it I look to God like bro what is the plan Did I deserve this? Like if you know the dope bad Why would you go out and serve it? They say they feel me but forreal they'll never feel my pain They say I'm toxic but never ask if someone's to blame She say I'm boujee nah cautious of giving you my name Moving like EA I'm heartless baby it's in the game I tried to hold you down but you came with a lot of weight It's not your fault though cause I'm the one who had chosen to stay Exposed my feelings Made it easier to stay in my lane You was a fiend for the broken Think something wrong with your brain Used to love you all day now you're see through Was by your side down to ride like I'm posed too But lately I've been feeling like I never knew you If I could go back I'd goin find the old you Overcome with emotions She'll let secrets go Smoking on gas That potent Smoke straight to the throat Was my main now forgotten She took half my soul Use to overdose every time I saw your face Now the weed and alcohols taken your place You can take all your love back Swear that shit was laced Whatcha wanna spend cause this life ain't free She the type to spazz for the things she needs Spirits in the smoke is the things I see Hearing all my words is what brings you peace Blue winter, you remember It's your choice Who get it wetter, leg spreader You overjoyed Talk is all cheap ain't no action in speaking But spoken in reverse less Angel's than demons Nobody understands I ain't gave em a reason Could focus on life but what's the point if your leaving Lord No questions I've been living in regret but all at once here's these blessings I was out of school with less books and more lessons Now we filling books with more hooks then lethal weapon Aiming for the top, ain't accepting nothing lesser I'm colding from the fold but I ain't budging under pressure Overcome with emotions She'll let secrets go Smoking on gas That potent Smoke straight to the throat Was my main now forgotten She took half my soul Use to overdose every time I saw your face Now the weed and alcohols taken your place You can take all your love back Swear that shit was laced