bad for us

I'm sorry I couldn't give you the birthday you deserved It's all my fault, I broke you first I know that very well I'm sorry But I've still got your baseball cap And the stub of a ticket for a film we skipped To make out in the back of a cab (You're fucking lying) But the long nights and the same fights We've had for months keep stacking up And I'm so tired but I can't lie I kinda like the rush (I'm sorry) Screaming from the driver's seat "If I'm unhappy why don't I just leave" Staring at the white lines on the pavement So you don't cry looking at me (I'm sorry) Hanging in the air the words we can't take back Even though I love you I know myself enough To know I'm bad for us It's quiet When we step onto the sidelines Take a break from breathless fighting Knowing I can't give an answer But I'm trying Like, the sight of you in pieces I wanna say I didn't mean it Try again just like we always do I hope you sleep better in time I'll still put your heart in front of mine, I'm (I'm sorry) Screaming from the driver's seat "If I'm unhappy why don't I just leave" (If I'm unhappy) Staring at the white lines on the pavement So you don't cry looking at me (When you look at me) (I'm sorry) Hanging in the air the words we can't take back (And we can't take it back, bad) Even though I love you I know myself enough To know I'm bad for us And there's no easy way out No matter what I say Your world's gonna come crashing down You hold me like you're falling I'm the thing you couldn't bear to lose It's not your fault I wasn't meant for you But I'm sorry If I'm unhappy, why don't I just leave 'Cause you're crying looking at me Hanging in the air the words we can't take back Even though I love you I love you, I love you I love you I love you I love you But I'm bad