Edema

I can feel the rain pouring down on me

I've lost the bliss of nothing

And I'm losing grip of those who carried me

I can't help but feel like I've been waiting

For something that's never coming

Lately I've been talking

Just to hear myself speak

And I'll keep lying to myself

To hide that I'm weak

I want to see tomorrow

But today is killing me

I'm left with nothing but the sorrow

Is this where I'm supposed to be?

Then why does it always rain on me?

Everything hasn't been okay

I've been sulking in the rain

Living with my demons day to day

What else is left to gain?

I don't know how to endure the pain

That life will never give more than it takes

I don't know how to endure the pain

That life will never give more than it takes

Why does it always rain on me?

I want to see tomorrow

But today is killing me

I'm left with nothing but the sorrow

Is this where I'm supposed to be?

Then why does it always rain on me?

I'm drowning underneath

This rain that pummels me

For all these years with no relief

Just to watch myself sink