The Void (feat. Sophia Rebekah Mitchell) [Live]

I’ve been trying to find me, ‘Cos on the way I lost me, Could you please remind me, ‘Cos I think I forgot me.

Blind my eyes with wonder, Bind my heart with joy, ‘Cos I ain’t got the answers, And I can’t fill the void.

I’m coming back to me now, I’m coming back to me now, I’m coming back to me now.

It’s been so long,

Trying to keep my soul strong,

Trying to hold on,

Listening to old songs,

Trying to find myself beneath the wreckage of this hell, Like I went to sleep myself,

But I woke up somebody else.

Like the skin I’m in is different,

Like where I used to feel,

I’m indifferent,

Trying to play the instrument without a melody,

Do you remember me?

I’m trying to love myself,

So I’m praying for my enemies.

Lost myself along the way,

The day I lost the words to say,

Never thought it would be silence,

That would cause my heart to break,

My bones to shake,

My un doing was my presuming

I could hold the world together,

On shoulders made up of ruins.

Oh the lies that I believed,

Like it all happens for a reason,

Sometimes we get bereaved,

And all we’re left with is our breathing, Trying to find some understanding,

Only leads me to abandon,

The joy of living now

Like trees weathered by changing seasons. Life is beautiful,

Ain’t it beautiful?

For every birth another funeral,

Renewals through the crucible,

I see us in the mystery that I am free

I searched for certainty but now,

I’m coming back to me now, I’m coming back to me now, I’m coming back to me now, I’m coming back to me now.