Exit Bag

I won't stop until I'm bleeding

Look what you turn me into

Face down in a dirty bathroom

I won't see the sun

Dopamine fiend, son

Here we go again into the same fucking prison

Again, I let you win, soul eating bastard

Creep back in when the back is turned

Filling my mouth with a thousand words

Nothing to say I got nothing to learn

Nothing but wasted days, I'm stuck with losing my mind

I can't control you so I'd rather sink this knife deep inside

And fucking gut you

Dirty, filthy bitch

A thousand sniffs and you'll still smell like shit

Straight back

Into this hole again

You suck me lifeless

Selfish scumbag

I wish you nothing but pain

Shit stained slut dressed in white

Get the fuck out my life

Don't you crawl back, I want you

Dead inside just like my mind when you leave me

Lonely death nothing left, nothing left

Can't even look in the mirror without hating the sight

Way back before I knew you everything was alright

Now look at me and these pills that I eat

And this life that I have, so disappointing

I'm never coming back

And I'm reaching for the exit bag

I, reject myself

I've fallen for the joke again

Look at me, pathetic mess

Misery