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PAXTON
Hip-Hop/Rap
Utwór PAXTON został wydany 26 maja 2026 przez Brucewayne jako część albumu YOU GONNA PAY
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Data wydania26 maja 2026
WytwórniaBrucewayne
JęzykEnglish
Melodyjność
Akustyczność
Valence
Taneczność
Energia
BPM78

Teledysk

Teledysk

Kredyty

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Brucewayne
Brucewayne
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Brucewayne
Brucewayne
Composer

Tekst Utworu

Late nights, celling fan, shadows on the wall
I been fightin' demons, feelin' ten feet small
People in my ear, tryna tell me what is real
But how I'm supposed to heal when I can't tell what to feel?
Look into my son eyes, swear I see my soul
But the rumors hit my chest like they tryna take control
Mama out runnin' wild, I'm alone with these thoughts
Tryna piece together love while my mind tied in knots
I was holdin' little shoes, cryin' in the dark
Thinkin', "Is he really mine?" and it tore my heart apart
And I hate myself for doubtin' somethin' so pure
But betrayal change your vision, nothin' feel secure
Everybody got opinions, they don't know my pain
I been drownin' in my head while smilin' through the rain
And if he call me dad, why my chest still ache?
Why I feel like every promise in my life might break?
And I don't know what to believe anymore
Heart shattered on the bedroom floor
If he mine, then I swear I'll die for him
But these voices in my head keep fightin' again
I been losin' sleep, losin' peace, losin' me
Starin' at his face, searchin' for what I need to see
And it kills me inside even thinkin' this way
'Cause I love that little boy more than words can say
I ain't mad at my son, nah, never that
He the only thing alive that keep my heart attached
I'm just broken from the lies, from the games people play
Now I question every memory at the end of the day
And if I was wrong for doubtin', God forgive my soul
I was hurt, feelin' empty, tryin' not to lose control
'Cause a father wanna know, but a father also scared
If the truth destroy the bond that we already shared
So I sit inside silence while the world move fast
Holdin' on to moments, prayin' they last
And if blood don't make family, maybe love do
'Cause no matter what the truth is, I still choose you
Yeah, I still choose you
Even through the pain
Even through the questions
You my little boy forever
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