getting better

I spent my whole year living in my head

I'm dissociating every day, can't get out of bed

Try to find a way to make these thoughts go away But things had to change and they'll never be the same

Oh, I wish you were who I thought you were

It hurts to know that you went back on your words

Oh, that's life, people change

One day I'll be a memory to you and I'll fade

The months go by and I'm trying to get better

Try to beat it into my head

That you never really cared how it made me feel Guess you looked out for yourself, for yourself

And you can text me just to make yourself feel better

Try to act like it was mutual and tell yourself whatever

But you really had me fooled

Guess you played me like a fool

But I'll know, oh, I'll know

And I wish I knew exactly what went wrong

If I could fix it, would I even try it at all?

It doesn't make any sense

You're telling me one thing, then the next minute it ends

And you always found something that you didn't like about me

Guess I didn't check your boxes and we never stopped fighting

Hope you find someone better that you never have to question

Either way, it's whatever, oh well, oh

The months go by and I'm trying to get better

Try to beat it into my head

That you never really cared how it made me feel Guess you looked out for yourself, for yourself

And you can text me just to make yourself feel better

Try to act like it was mutual and tell yourself whatever

But you really had me fooled

Guess you played me like a fool

But I'll know, oh, I'll know

Oh, oh, oh, yeah

Da, da, da, da, da, da

Da da, da, da, da, da

Da, da, da, da, da, da, ooh

The months go by and I'm trying to get better

Try to beat it into my head

That you never really cared how it made me feel Guess you looked out for yourself, for yourself

And you can text me just to make yourself feel better

Try to act like it was mutual and tell yourself whatever

But you really had me fooled

Guess you played me like a fool

But I'll know, oh, I'll know