Party Tricks

I fell in love with you

You didn't want me to

Your intentions were clear when we spoke

My feelings for you are a joke

So why has my brain done this again?

I placed your validation over my friends like

The part of me that hates me, really loves you

Enjoy my party trick

I'll break my own heart for you

And all I want from you is nothing

But to feel like I am more than nothing

The part of me that hates me, really loves you

Enjoy my party trick

I'll break my own heart for you

The part of me that hates me, really loves you

Enjoy my party trick

I'll break my own heart for you

The part of me that hates me, really loves you

And I want to, I don't wanna be with you

I just wanna think about you

The part of me that hates me really loves you

And I want to, I don't wanna be with you

I just wanna think about you

The part of me that hates me, really loves you

Enjoy my party trick

I'll break my own heart for you

I always do