Acte Manqué

When you feel right You cannot realize When your traumas Will ring at the door So when they are coming They just wanna be your Closest friends To make sure you're alone with them ready to suffocate So you run Yeah, you better run You run away from this house full of doubts Yeah, I run away from myself Now I don't know where I'm going If I'm swimming or just sinking I just take it One day at a time And think that way to try to feel right I'll be honest Lied to myself It's a hard time when you dive into it You no longer feel Anything at all You told me to change Some things around me But not how to get Out of my bed And it doesn't feel Any better I just throw myself a little more Each day into my acte manqué 'Cause I don't know where I'm going I just don't know where I'm going If I'm swimming or just sinking Now I take it One day at a time And think that way to try to feel right I'll be honest Lied to myself It's a hard time when you dive into it It's hard to let go So hard to let go You could stab me right through my heart You could hate me and leave me apart 'Cause I am and I will feel nothing I no longer feel anything at all And now I'm stuck in the middle of nonsensical apprehension of my emotions I feel lost, I feel trapped So I run (better run) So I run (better run) Run away from myself 'Cause I don't know where I'm going I just don't know where I'm going If I'm swimming or just sinking Now I take it One day at a time And think that way to try to feel right I'll be honest Lied to myself It's a hard time when you dive into it It's hard to let go So hard to let go You no longer feel anything at all