I DON’T FEEL LIKE FEELING (demo)

I'm not as happy as you think I am

I saw you go by riding in the back of the van

I want to be someone I know I can't

Goddamn

When I try to make sense of places I've been

When I know I won't see them again

I try to pretend if everything ends

I feel it, I feel it

I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now

And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now

I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit, 'cause

I don't feel like feeling

I tried to pick up, but I didn't

I wrote a few songs with you in it

You haven't been around in a minute

I miss it, I miss it (Miss it)

Try to make sense of places I've been

When I know I won't see them again

I try to pretend if everything ends

I feel it, I feel it

I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now

And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now

I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit, 'cause

I don't feel like feeling

I don't feel like sleeping

I'm dreaming that everyone's leaving, alright

I wish that I could exist with

Without this feeling

In my head I'm fucking screaming

I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now

And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now

I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit, 'cause

I don't feel like feeling