Coffee to come up, pills to come down
Shrink on the phone, says breathe in
Breathe out while she's sighing
Lord knows I'm trying
'Cause there's a dark grey sky inside of my mind
Say I'm great these days
But I swear they can tell when I'm lying
Lord knows I'm trying
I'd like you to believe me
Wouldn't blame you if you don't
It's hard for me to see more than a few feet down the road
'Cause every day's one step forward and two steps back
All the hours move slow and the years go fast
But I'm finding my silver lining
Lord knows I'm trying
She says tell me what goes on inside of your mind
I just wanna be let in time to time
Then she's crying
Promise I'm trying
I open my mouth to speak
But can't get the words out, past my teeth
I'd like you to believe me
But even if you don't
I'll carry all this weight as far as I can go
'Cause even if it's one step forward and two steps back
I've got a spark in my heart and one last match
And I'll go down swinging with all that I have
One day I'll find it
My silver lining
Lord knows I'm
Trying
La, la, la, da
La, la, la, da
