the notebook

I feel like a used notebook

You ripped some pages when you raped me

But I'm still here

I can still read into myself

Even if no one else can

I'm scared someday you'll find

A brand new book

And I'll be the rough book nobody wants

I still feel

The bearing of your hold

I wish we never met

Maybe it's the last time

I feel like I'll never trust again

Maybe I was scarred by

The way you watched me cry

I feel like a used notebook

You scribbled over then torn apart

But I'm still here

I carry all the words you said

And all the things you've done to me

Maybe it's the last time

I feel like I'll never trust again

Maybe I was scarred by

The way you watched me cry