Want to Want You

Want to want you, but I don't

Seasons are changing

And I don't know how I'm feeling

Sorry if I'm acting different lately (lately)

With every year gone

It gets so much harder to move on

And I'm just becoming withdrawn lately (lately, yeah)

I know I used to say that fate is a construct

And it's hard to find somebody that I trust always on my side

So how am I meant to tell you?

This messed-up state of mind

It gets me every time

I want to want you, but I don't (I don't)

And you don't understand

This crazy change of plan

I used to want this, now I don't

Perfect on paper, what can I say?

We make sense, so I can't really complain

I'll play my part, I know it by heart anyway (anyway)

I wanted to change, but I'm stuck in my ways

Don't want you to have to see me running away

But you can't give me what I've been needing anymore (anymore)

I know I used to say that fate is a construct

And it's hard to find somebody that I trust always on my side

So how am I meant to tell you?

This messed-up state of mind

It gets me every time

I want to want you, but I don't (but I don't)

And you don't understand

This crazy change of plan

I used to want this, now I don't (now I don't!)

I'm wrapped up

Need you anymore

I used to want

You know but, oh

This messed-up state of mind

It gets me every time

I want to want you, but I don't (but I don't)

And you don't understand

This crazy change of plan

I used to want this, now I don't (now I don't!)