Glitter

Livin' my life in the rear view

And I'm haunted by

My past and sometimes I just wanna die (Die)

I need to change my ways (Ways)

Momma, I'm gonna try (Try)

But that's a lie

'Cause you heard me say that a thousand times

I said Lord, please help me

'Cause I've been living unhealthy

And the life that I've been livin' Lord (Livin' Lord)

Can I really be forgiven for?

And I don't wanna let you go

I think about you now everywhere I roll

Somewhere down the road

I lost my soul

And I know 'cause it glitters doesn't mean it's gold

And I don't wanna hurt nobody

I just wanna let the truth be told

I don't wanna hurt nobody

But I'm 'bout to lose my self control (Control)

And they ask me how I'm feelin'

I'm somewhere between Hendrix and Robin Williams

Hide behind the tears of a clown (Clown)

And the sound (Sound) Of silence (Silence)

It seems so loud (So loud)

Would you just look at me now?

When I take a shot of Crown

And wash this Percocet down

Played the victim for too long

To justify my habits

Knowing everything I touch turns tragic (Tragic)

And I don't wanna let you go

I think about you now everywhere I roll

Somewhere down the road

I lost my soul

And I know 'cause it glitters doesn't mean it's gold

And I don't wanna hurt nobody

I just wanna let the truth be told

I don't wanna hurt nobody

But I'm 'bout to lose my self control (Control)

Struggle, uh

I guess I'm narcissistic

'Cause I'm tryin' to get it

Am I bein' selfish

Attemptin' to rid my life from the drama in it?

See it was harder comin' home than goin' in

Hard to understand that statement

Unless you came from where I've been

Why it's difficult to do right

But so easy to sin

Findin' peace in losin' to move on

From chaos of the win

That demon in the mirror

Is still the saint that he portrays

So the songs of tomorrow

Borrow sorrows from today

And I don't wanna let you go

I think about you now everywhere I roll

Somewhere down the road

I lost my soul

And I know 'cause it glitters doesn't mean it's gold

And I don't wanna hurt nobody

I just wanna let the truth be told

I don't wanna hurt nobody

But I'm 'bout to lose my self control (Control)

And I don't wanna let you go

I think about you now everywhere I roll

Somewhere down the road

I lost my soul

And I know 'cause it glitters doesn't mean it's gold