Better Have Burn Heal

I'm stuck inside a body that I don't like Sometimes I try at night to turn out all the lights And pretend that I am in the shape to fight Every weight that's caving in on my body and mind alike And I was just trying to make things better For myself For my health Shit, I feel like someone else and that's not right I'm not alright This isn't right I'm not alright I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague I try to write down some self-praise But I can't even fill the page I feel afraid I feel alone Feel like a captive in my own bones And I need out But I'm so in doubt I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague I try to write down some self-praise But I can't even fill the page I feel afraid I feel alone Feel like a captive in my own bones And I need out But I'm so in doubt I'm trying everything I can to help I just want to love myself I just want to love myself I'm hurting more than anyone can tell I just want to love myself I just want to love myself I want to love myself I just want to love myself I just want to love myself I just want to love myself I just want to love myself